I am on a sexual journey, this is why I blog, to share, to reflect, to chart my experiences.
For some time I have to wanted to be sexually free, free of labels and categories, free from saying whether I am straight, bi, bi-curious, whatever.
But in this quest to be open-minded, I told myself that I could only have sex in a committed relationship, I know that this is bullshit where I am concerned, right now I’m at my sexual peak, so this means I want sex my way. Selfish, yes I know, but after getting too involved, sharing my heart way too easily, I feel that it is necessary to enter the Fuck N Go stage.
Yes I have been here before, have a good fuck, give my pussy what she wants, pause and think “That was good, what next?”. I’m missing out by putting all my eggs in one basket. It would take an extra special person for me to go down the relationship road again.
Can women have sex like men? I think they can, for me it was always a case of reading too much into a situation, but now I see it for what it is, sex, a stress reliever, something that will give me a few orgasms and put my sizeable arse to sleep.
So what now, do I look for a fuck buddy, hell no I tried that before and it never really works out for me, rarely do I meet people who are able to cope with my freaky side, except a few.
Truth be told while some love what I do, they like the fact that I write erotica, for many it is off putting, it is a sign that my legs are way too loose and my sexuality bothers them. But do I give a fuck, no I don’t.
All I know is that I have at least 5 books to publish, all about black sexuality, I will go there, I will talk about fucking black men up the arse with a strap on, why because it is enjoyable!!
I’ll write about BBW’s, same sex relationships, kink and fetish.
Common perception is that I am getting hit up all the time with sex requests, sometimes I do…sometimes I don’t, am I asking for too much maybe, a little fun now and again, no strings (I have tried the strings, they just get in the way), basically playmates who have the ability to accept that I write, live, breathe, erotica…
I’m educating myself, reading, writing, going to every sex exhibition I can find, I have yet to attend a sex party, it is about time I think..
Sex is a learning experience, every time we share ourselves with another / others we are gaining something new.
Funny what a bit of liberation can do for a woman, for me I see this as a new sexual beginning, I can’t wait to see what happens next…
