So here I am blogging again.
I woke up this morning with a real positive outlook on life, so much so that I removed yesterday’s blog post about taking a break.
The regularity of my blog posts might change, I’ll blog when I have something to share.
Last night I surrendered to sleep and seduction. In the sense that I relaxed enough to let my mind wander and think of all the things that I want to experience, goals, aspirations, dreams, everything.
It is comforting to know that I can achieve whatever I want within time – allowing myself to reflect on what my wants and needs are.
Recently I was feeling so tired that I had stopped masturbating, reading erotica and oiling my skin.
In the very early hours, when the birds were chirping away, I reached under my blanket, fingered my pussy and rubbed my clit. The orgasm that followed was quite intense.
I felt so much better, being horny and not having a partner to play with can be hard. The temptation to solve what appears to be a problem is constant.
Yet, I know that there is a reason for my celibacy, within lies a lesson to be learnt. It is a time for me to relax and gain confidence in my sexuality, rushing out and fucking the next man who waves his cock in front of me, (I wish), is not really the answer.
Neither is taking a break from blogging, the more I write the more I get to chart my sexual journey.
Apart from that pleasure whether it be shared or solitary feels good.
