I recently bought myself some new toys and I must say how fantastic they are.
My clit was very happy.
The mini bunny, massager and tiny vibe worked their magic. I needed something silent, so that I can have my orgasms without a loud buzz floating around the place.
I am having an affair, with this wonderful person, who knows how to seduce, satisfy and love.
This certain individual happens to be none other than me.
I need to be touched and caressed and as I am without a partner, I am taking care of business.
After using lavender scented bubble bath and immersing my brown skin in a tub of water, I reached for my waterproof vibe and buzzed away. The sensation was amazing.
My legs went stiff and my pussy felt like it was on fire, I let out a few sighs and returned to caressing my breasts.
I closed my eyes and remembered when a lover had asked to watch me masturbate, he wanted to see how I did it.
With a vibrator in my hand and a dildo in my mouth, I showed him. I placed the vibe on my clit and sucked the dildo. I spread my legs wide and put a dildo in my pussy and fucked it, while looking at my lover and saying his name.
His cock got stiff quickly and he jerked off while watching me, he saw me grab my tits and pinch my nipples. He came closer as I reached for my anal beads and slowly inserted them into my anus.
“Wank your cock for me babe”
“Oh shit, oh fuck”
“You like watching me, you like it when I fuck myself”
I miss cock, I’ll admit it. I miss sex, I miss men. But I can’t or won’t settle, so I’m not waiting as such, I am satisfying my own needs.
Yes I could go back to old ways, place an ad and hope for the best. But why bother?
I want the best, I want the right situation, a lover who can connect with me. It might happen, it might not.
Yet I can do something about all the horniness I am experiencing. I can give myself pleasure.
As I said earlier, I have bought some new sex toys. Some I ordered online, others I went to sex shops to buy.
When I went into one of the shops, a man walked past as I was exiting with a large bag and he looked at his wife and said “That is so disgusting”. His wife glared at him and said “Actually I have got quite a few vibrators, big ones”.
He the hubby turned bright red, I winked at him and continued on my erotic shopping adventures.
If I sit and wait for the right man to come along, wait to have sex again, I could be waiting a long time.
As I popped into my last sex store, I purchased a massager, with several gadgets. There were lots of lesbian/bi girls buying stuff together, so the atmosphere in the shop was really relaxed and the staff there were excellent.
I also bought my first erotic DVD, a film called Shortbus.
Apparently it was released in 2007, but I must have missed it. What an education, it has something for everybody,couples, fetish, gay, lesbians, bisexuality and BDSM, it made me come, laugh and cry all at the same time.
I am in tune with my body and my orgasms are intense, I feel sexy and good.
This whole having a relationship with myself thing, could get serious…
