Where do I begin? You already know a little bit about the man I have fondly named The Cum Master. He was an older white man, but that is just a brief description.
He introduced me to cybersex, he challenged my perception of interracial sex. Before my online chats with him, white men were off limits, I had only dated black men. I can’t really explain why he got to me and how our online affair developed so quickly, it just did.
Cybersex is so easy, you get in from a boring day at work or you are not getting any – sex I mean so you go online.
For me cybersex was an outlet it stopped the frustration on many a lonely night. Yet I do realise the limitations, with a cyberbuddy I can climax within minutes but then after I press the shut down button on my PC, the screen goes blank and I go to my very empty bed.
Yes an online wank can be a substitute to a real life dick or pussy, but it is never quite enough, perhaps I am just a greedy girl.
I think of him often and wonder what he is doing and imagine that some lucky cow has the pleasure of his glorious cock, firmly planted in her cunt. Was I silly to turn him down, I really don’t know.
We used to log on during the night and despite the constant chat requests from other men, I used to spend most of my time with him.
When he invited me to watch him on cam, I was quite scared actually. I thought that he wanted me to do the same, undress for him, but he never asked me to, not once. I sat patiently and watched as he removed his trousers, he wasn’t wearing anything underneath, kinky bastard. He rubbed the head of his cock and pumped it slowly.
My phone rang and it was him:
Cum Master: What do you think?
Me: Lovely
Cum Master: Lovely?
Me: Yes, very lovely, big and thick
Cum Master: You want it inside of you?
Me: Yes
Cum Master: Up your arse?
Me: Yes
Cum Master: Log off and use your hands free
So I did as I was told, logged off and plugged in my handsfree on my phone
Me: What now babe?
Cum Master: Suck me off
Me: Oh daddy, my dirty cum daddy
Cum Master: Suck it off
Me: I’m sucking your big white cock, see my lips around it
Cum Master: Slut
Me: Oh yes I’m your dirty little slut
Cum Master: Say it
Me: Say what?
Cum Master: Bitch say it
Me: I want your white cock in my black cunt
Cum Master: When?
Me: Now
Cum Master: Spread your legs wide
Me: Fuck me hard, fuck me with your big white cock
Cum Master: You greedy cunt, who is that behind you?
Me: I need more cock, so we have two other men joining us tonight
Cum Master: Little slut
Me: Tell them to fuck me
Cum Master: Fuck her, ram your cocks in her black cunt and arse
Me: Turn over
Cum Master: No
Me: Yes fucking do it
Cum Master: I fucking love you
Me: I know, turn over
He turns over and I order the men to fuck his arse with their massive cocks, I watch him scream as he is being taken and he swallows hot thick come for the first time. I reach for my dildo and shove it in my pussy as I hear him moaning down the phone.
Cum Master: Oh baby that was good
Me: I’m coming
Cum Master: Stick up a vibe in your cunt, go on ram it in, you little slut, you are my slut
Me: Talk dirty, call me a bitch and a whore
Cum Master: You dirty little bitch, cum slut, anal whore
That was enough, he had brought me to orgasm, I lay on the bed, cunt dripping and my dildo glistening with my pussy juice.
Cum Master: Lick it all off babe, lick the pussy cream off
It went quiet for a while and I could tell that he was thinking.
Cum Master: We can’t do this anymore
Me: Why?
Cum Master: You know why
Me: We talked about this before, stop getting all soppy
Cum Master: I love
Me: Stop it
Cum Master: I love you
Me: How can you? We have never met, you don’t really know me
Cum Master: We have had sex nearly every night for months
Me: Almost a year, on and off
Cum Master: I want you, you must know that
Me: What could we be, how could we possibly be together?
Cum Master: Here we go again, you worrying about what people will say
Me: No
Cum Master: What do you want? We like the same things sexually, we get on
Me: I don’t know
Cum Master: I’m going away for a few days
Me: Why?
Cum Master: Because of you silly
And that was it he went away for a few days, which turned out to be months, I never heard from him. I noticed that he took down his profile and he changed his number, I had lost him.
Arse Whacker knew that I had a soft spot for The Cum Master, during a chat he said:
You are not your usual self babe
Me: No I’m not
Arse Whacker: You broke your own rules, never ever get caught up
Me: I know
Months later, I got an email from The Cum Master, he said that if he could not be with me offline, then he did not want to continue our cyber affair and wished me all the best and told me to be careful as not everyone online was safe.
I stopped cybering for a while I was lost, I felt lost without him.
Eventually I took down my profile and stayed away from the whole cyber scene for almost a year.
Then on a whim I decided to join the site again, I was sure that I could handle it. To my surprise everyone was still there, Arse Whacker had suceeded in having an orgy with several black women and managed to fuck them all, he sounded blissfully happy.
I asked him if The Cum Master had contacted him or if anyone had heard from him, he said no and added “You broke his heart”.
Cybersex is one of the most craziest and powerful things I have ever done, I reached deep within and discovered that I am more than vanilla and most definitely a buffet of assorted flavours.
I never imagined that I could fall in lust and love with someone over the internet, prior to The Cum Master I did not believe that it was possible.
I pretended for a while that it did not matter and had lots of cybersex with other men, but none of them were the same until I really got into cybering with Tatoo and Big Italy 69, that’s when things got really crazy.
