One night when I was feeling horny I joined an adult dating site, what happened afterwards blew my mind it was the start of my journey into cybersex.
I learnt quickly how to get men off with a few well written phrases, mention cock, suck, big tits and tight pussy and I usually managed to get them to shoot a load. In return I had several orgasms and initially I felt guilty and perverted, I had no idea who I was really talking to.
For a while I stopped and then I thought I needed to stop repressing my feelings and I logged on again. I can’t really tell you why I ended up talking to The Cum Master because we had nothing in common, he was white, older than me and I was so much younger than him and of course black.
Our online chats late at night were intense, I always managed to push the boundaries with him and during one of our dirty exchanges, I said that I wanted to fuck him up the arse and he got upset and did not talk to me for a while.
When we connected again he said that he liked the fact that I could switch, go from being submissive to dominant.
I started a weird love hate thing with Arse Whacker, he had clearly been on the site for years and when I refused to let him spank me he was offended. He asked me “Do you know who I am”, to which I replied “Do you know who you are fucking with?”
Arse Whacker and I ended up having a cybersex orgy with The Cum Master and the sexy Big Italy 69, whose cock was fucking huge as he had invited me to watch him on cam. I also had a thing for, (hmm my memory is failing me here so forgive me if I have to create a new name) – let’s call him Pussy Pleaser. The Pussy Pleaser was a very young and fit black guy.
The cybersex orgy was one of my best nights, I thoroughly enjoyed it, The Cum Master got fucked by me with a strap on and was sucking a black man’s cock, I ended up eating out a lesbian and was rammed hard by the Pussy Pleaser and Big Italy 69. The Arse Whacker finally let me spank him.
What I did not expect was for The Cum Master to fall for me, he became jealous when I spoke with other men online and sent me an email saying that he wanted us to “work something out”, he told me that he had his own place and was solvent. I said “No” and he wanted to know if it was because he was white and I said “Don’t be a prick”.
The sex we had online was always raw and very graphic, I got him to suck me off, my strap on that is and he said that he wanted me to be his mistress. I was not ready for that. I really liked it when we did a public sex fantasy him fucking me up the arse outside a pub.
I lost all of my inhibitions with him, we used to have long hours of phone sex and I always got him off. He insisted that I use a big black vibrator in my wet cunt and put the phone close by so that he could hear the buzz and the sounds of me coming.
In our little cyberland, we fucked everyone and nothing was taboo. He had me eating pussy and fucking men in group sex and gangbangs, I ordered him to serve me and worship my arse. We fucked in cars, explored dogging, anal sex, BDSM and me spanking him while dressed head to foot in black latex. Together we were so kinky, but he wanted so much more. He wanted me all to himself.
Arse Whacker became obsessed and I could not stop chatting to him, he was such a challenge always wanting to spank me. He had a thing about “black women” and their “big bottoms”.
Big Italy 69 always made me wet, I would watch him on cam, him stroking his big cock and shooting his load all over the floor. I got bold and sent him a pic of my tits, he responded by wanking on cam and coming while looking at my photo.
When I went online to cyber, I always wore a thong and was topless, I then went onto being naked, so that I could rub my clit easily.
For a while I stopped cybering and even gave up on The Cum Master, he was just too much and I could not give him what he wanted.
The online chats that I had during cybersex deserve posts dedicated to the men I played with. So for a while I will blog about them individually so that you get an idea of what these men were like and how my interaction with them caused me to change.
Cybersex enabled me to embrace my inner kink, I discovered who I really am sexually and I put down the whole good girl, bad girl thing.
Sex is sex, for some who are vanilla they find it difficult to understand why or how someone could wank with a total stranger. But it is often with strangers that we are true to ourselves, chances are that we may never meet them again, online or otherwise.
Would I do it all again? I really don’t know, but writing about all my memories makes me horny, got to go and find my dildo and put it to use.
