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Play With Me…

2010 August 26
by pashun

I want you to play with me

Feel your cum on my tongue

Show me how it’s done

Your hands guiding me as I suck your dick

Sensations shocking my clit

Shit

I want you to control me

Take me to another planet

God dammit

My pussy is wet

and I need you to

SLAM it

into submission

while you fuck me in no less

than 69 positions

I spent the last few months

wishing

that you were in my bed

having multiple orgasms

while I’m giving you head

Covering your cock with my spit

waiting for you to nut on my lips

Gyrating my hips

Feeling the flick of a whip

Fucking me with my legs in restraints

Making me moan until I almost faint

Clamp my nipples

send ripples of ecstasy through me

Bring your best dick

and screw me

I have the chocolate sauce

the handcuffs and some other

freaky shit

Put it this way on your cock

I want to sit…

Copyright Pashun Nate

The Blackberry Chronicles:Listen To My Voice

2010 August 25
by pashun

Voices can be extremely sexy, in fact there have been times when I have found myself coming just because a lover had some bass or straight up sexiness in their voice.

I am very new to the realms of the Blackberry. I saw the voice notes feature, at first I thought what’s the point. But the ability to record your voice and send it to another person is totally amazing.

A few sexy, throaty sounding notes were exchanged, the end result for me was that I actually came hard on my fingers. I thought “Fuck, does this person realise what they have done to me”, knowing how sexually confident they are, my guess is that they do know.

They know that their request for me to play with myself took me into my zone, what is so special about this voice, where to start. It is very, very, sexy, clit warming sexy.

Listening to someone’s voice late at night is erotic, there is an element of lust and anticipation.

BBM is addictive, having all these chats is an education, I’m learning about sex and the power of imagination. To the other person I am chatting with I can be anybody, the fact that most of my contacts don’t actually know me makes it interesting.

BBM Profile pics

My profile pics have been rather naughty, I’m not a techie at the best of times.

I messed up the photo editing on a pic and for what was a moment of madness last night, several contacts saw more than they should have. Was it intentional, no it was not.

But it made me think as to why a woman’s body is so controversial, I can seriously understand the whole concept of nudism.

Yet in BB World a sexy pic can lead to all sorts, an increase in chat requests, was it because they could see a nipple, a thigh? The question of when can I meet up, are you single was asked.

The whole linking, hooking up, jump -off stuff came into play, do I really want to use BBM to find my next lover/playmate?

I was a member of at least 5 groups and they were fun, never seen so many dick and pussy pics in my life!!!

Will there be more Blackberry Chronicles, not so sure, but it has been fun playing.

To all the sexy men and women of BB World, thank you for keeping me entertained.

Pashun “Lick My Whip” Nate

Eat The Pussy

2010 August 23
by pashun

I’m going to get real up in here today, BB chat is great and all that, so is text sex, but what is up with the “I don’t eat pussy” merchants?

The Fucking On A Regular project has proven to be interesting, I’m so loving the idea of a younger man at the moment, why not?

Here’s the thing, as much as I love a good ole ram jammer man, I like it slow and sexy too…and a bit of oral foreplay…in other words Eat the Pussy.

I don’t want to be pounded for hours on end, without my clit being licked or caressed, is it too much to ask?

What a waste…got this big juicy pussy and I’m hearing I don’t eat pussy…

No licky licky, no sticky, sticky – bun that

Men listen and learn:

Eat The Pussy

If you don’t some other man or woman will…end of

Where are all my pussyeaters at?

All Change…

2010 August 21
by pashun

The last few days have been interesting in terms of blogging, I have put a lot of personal stuff on here and it has changed the way in which the blog flows.

So I have set up a private blog for me to vent…which means I will be changing the format of Black, Kinky and Proud, the very personal posts are being removed, as well as the stories to be included in the book.

Basically I am rebuilding the blog, which is going to be a challenge as I have gotten used to this format but change is good:)

Change brings about new ideas, new content, one of my goals is to make the blog more informative,move it beyond the realms of me.

The next 12 months of this blog are all about progression and having a new vision where the blog represents all aspects of sexuality.

Black Erotica Project:

I am constantly looking for writers, poets, photographers, bloggers, in fact anyone that is involved in black erotica to feature on the blog, if this is you contact me via email or Facebook, leave a comment on the blog.

Black, Kinky and Proud, The Kinky Archives

Working towards September 15th as the date to launch my books, so far I’m looking at one least poetry book and possibly 2 editions of the Kinky Archives…I am truly grateful to the readers that have been reading Black, Kinky and Proud from the beginning, wow this means a lot to me, actually I wanted to ask if you mind being acknowledged in the book?!!!

On the first page at of the book there will be shout-outs, notable mentions of bloggers, Twitter peeps,writers, people on Facebook that are apart of the erotic movement, please let me know if you would like to be included.

Blackberry: Black, Kinky and Proud Group

Got a Blackberry, hit me up with your pin, there are still quite a few spaces for the group and it is here that I keep everyone informed about book releases

Facebook: I’m still on there as Pashun Nate

Twitter: Arghhh, gonna have to wait until account restoration starts or open another one, we’ll see.

Email: Check out the Contact Me section….

Mistress Black

Mistress Black and her adventures have been a main part of the blog, however I am writing several new stories and publishing a book which will be available in time for Christmas.

That’s all for now…

Enjoy Your Weekend

Kinky Blessings

Pashun “Lick My Whip Nate”

xxx

Where’s Your Head At?

2010 August 18
tags: life, Sex
by pashun

Wow, I have done absolutely fuck all in terms of my Fucking On a Regular plan, apart from me trying to have a date. My back was playing up something chronic so I cancelled.

Kind of undecided in terms of whether I should be sleeping with people who know about my blog, the problem is sometimes men expect me to be Pashun Nate, if you know what I mean.

Pashun is my blog persona, there are times when the real me mixes with her, but for the most part I’m me. Here is where it gets confusing, sometimes when I meet people, I actually tell them that my name is Pashun, crazy huh? Like I can’t actually tell them who I really am.

Truth is my real life, my home life is so special to me that I would hate to lose it all, because of what I write on this blog.

The last few months have been hectic, and I have become apart of something special in terms of being able to connect with other writers of erotica. Thing is my people skills suck at the best of times, and I found myself having difficulty with keeping in touch, interacting and moreover keeping my past in my past.

In other words I fucked up big time.

I let my past creep in and all the issues I have had before of worrying about what people think about me, came floating into my world and I ended up ruining what could have been a great friendship.

But I am hoping that they are reading this, I was just in a crazy state of mind and god knows my journey has been rough at times. I give thanks that I am here everyday and that I had the strength to move on from the Good Sex, Bad Men situation.

Ladies, it does not matter how good the sex is, never ever stay with a man who puts his hands on you, it won’t be the last time, he’ll do it again.

Men, putting your hands on a woman is bullshit, I don’t want to hear anymore lame excuses, like she made me do it, fuck that, in fact “bun that”.

When you have been living like that day to day, you trust no-one, you live your life in fear. It messes with every relationship you have, whether it be sexual or not.

For me, this all happened a very long time ago, but I still get flashbacks, I still think about it.

It it is time for me to stop being so scared, I am so much stronger, my blog hiatus gave me clarity, in many ways I have grown. The people skills I am working on, I am getting there, learning to say I am sorry, I messed up is still new to me.

Battling and fighting is all I have ever known, I have to had win some battles just to get to where I am, and in terms of fighting, I have had to fight through some crap to get the point where I can say this is what I do, I write erotica.

Last month, I was exhausted, burnt out, fed up with putting myself last and reacting to every crisis that came my way, little has changed there. But I am finally learning how to say “No”,  codependency is a bitch, I tell you.

Above all, I come and will cum first…

Bottom line, most people can help them god damn selves, giving them a step up once in a while is fine, making it a permanent habit is fuckery.

What does this all have to do with sex, it has a lot, it means by finally getting to the root of what is eating me at the moment, I can reflect, work on me and move on.

So I have worked it out, I’m holding Fuck Friend interviews, this is the criteria for my Fuck Friend/s:

Sense of Humour

Kinky, Erotic, Freaky and Sensual

Be punctual, just because we are fucking does that mean you turn up when you feel like it, especially if I am playing host

Keep your hands to yourself, control that anger

Surprise me, I love surprises

Bring something, please do not turn up to my place or the location that has been booked empty handed, fuck it, come on now…a carton of juice or some fruit that’s all I’m asking for at least….

In other words do not just take from the situation, add to it, otherwise it makes you look mean, actually makes you a selfish lover…

Must like fetish, porn, kink, erotica, sex toys, lingerie

We may be fucking, but I am not your personal banker, keep the money out of it, I can get rather salty when it comes to loans and shit, been burnt a few times no point going there…never a borrower or lender be.

Kiss me, I absolutley love kissing, please no fucking without the kissing

Keep it fun, the times that I’m available to play are often limited, work schedule is crazy but I love my job, so try and be understanding

Women

We can play all day and everyday, provided that you are comfortable that I will still have sex with men, accept the fact that I will want to fuck you with a strap on and expect the same in return, if I’m eating, you need to be eating me.

Men:

Be totally comfortable with your sexuality, do not try to restrict mine in any way, no pillow kings, I expect to receive oral pleasure, you ain’t licking my clit, I ain’t sucking your dick.

It is not all about you, so please no 100% hammer time business, I like a good hard fuck but sometimes I like it slow..

That was a mouthful….

Will I get what I want, I am not sure…but it is going to be fun seeing what comes my way.

I’m aware this could take months, it could even take years, but hey it will give me something to blog about other than letting you know that the book is on it’s way…speaking of which, I’m excited, the stories are so nasty…

Kinky Blessings

Pashun “Lick My Whip” Nate

Alternative Sunday Service: Fucking On A Regular…

2010 August 15
by pashun

I’m officially horny, so my apologies to the person who I was texting at the early hours this morning, when I’m horny, I’m like that, no harm intended, no offence taken I hope.

This makes me think that my libido is back cranked up and raring to go, I recently found myself doubting whether I was sexy or not. My self-esteem was not what it should have been.

As a full-figured woman I feel that I have a lot to offer not just in terms of my sensual curves, hips and lips but the whole package (for you arse worshippers, I got arse for days).

Sexually as I have said before in my Sex An Education post, I’m at my peak.

So without a current lover, where does this leave me? In a perpetual state of horniness…not to say that I have not had any release, fuck was that good…but I want something regular.

I’m not talking walk down me down the aisle and get married shit, wifey material I am not, way to claustrophobic for my liking is marriage. Although, I have been told if I meet the right person it will fall into place. Hmm, we’ll see.

What am I saying? What I’m saying is that as a sexual, erotica writing, pornrotica blogging chica, my sexual partner/s have to like what I do.

There is no point in being with someone if they are not interested in what I am about, it never works.

I had to unlearn every damn thing and educate myself sexually, apparently I am not as hardwired to dick as I thought I was, I swing both ways remember. I’m a trysexual, if I like it I will try it.

With that said, who am I looking to play with, a man, a woman, or in fact why not both.There is nothing to stop me from having more than one lover, it might actually be better for me.

Having a choice, seems good.

Here comes the hard part, where am I going to find these partners? If you have been
reading my blog for a while, you know that I love to chart my experiences, so this is where is the whole concept of Black, Kinky and Proud will change.

I will be blogging for the next month or so about my quest to find Mr and Mrs “I’ll Fuck You For Now”. This could be interesting, it could be a waste of blog space, but who knows, life is never dull…

Now, I’ll have to make up some rules. I have an awful habit of trying to create a regular fuck into a relationship, caught myself catching feelings, thought it was love on a few occassions.

Am I going to be able to stick with them: no cooking meals, no staying at my place, no getting involved in personal stuff, when we are clearly just fucking, no “So where were you last night” questions.

Can I really do this, because I love to throw down in the kitchen, nothing satisfies me more than seeing someone enjoying what I have cooked, so I might have to bend this a little bit, like if they are reciprocal, willing to cook for me too, we could have something there… I have a romantic side (or am I getting this twisted with dating).

Mmm, a playmate who cooks, is erotic and romantic? Fuck I’m asking for too much.

An ex playmate of mine, broke it down for me, he said that when we were fucking, I gave him some kinky, freaky, damn I need to fuck you right now, kind of sex. But when we fell for each other, it got twisted, we found out that we are not relationship material.

So there lies the rub for me, do I keep it casual and just enjoy the sex…or wait for the right person to come along?

Fuck it…this is sex blogging, time for me to have some fun.

Her

2010 August 14
by pashun

I felt her lips brush mine
and at first I was not sure
but she made it clear
it was my pussy that she wanted
to explore

Kneeling in front of me
Legs spread apart

She had me screaming
for more

As I lay on the bed
thoughts ran through
my head

Is this a woman’s touch that
is making me moan so much

Pussy lips rubbing against
pussy lips

Her nipples caressing mine
Had to go back a second time
the feeling was
just
sublime

I had to have her
she let me know
that what she had
was what I needed

My orgasm was on her mind
and she did not stop
until she succeeded

Pussy juice escaping from
my cunt

While she used her fingers to work my front

Me sucking on her tits
like my life depended on it

For that moment in time
she made me forget all about
cock and dick…

Her tongue planted firmly on my clit

Oh shit

I had to return the favour
and her sweet pussy I did savour
Tongue fucking
feeling her cream coat my tongue…

Slowly inserting my fingers
one by one

Copyright Pashun Nate.

Sex An Education

2010 August 9
by pashun

I am on a sexual journey, this is why I blog, to share, to reflect, to chart my experiences.

For some time I have to wanted to be sexually free, free of labels and categories, free from saying whether I am straight, bi, bi-curious, whatever.

But in this quest to be open-minded, I told myself that I could only have sex in a committed relationship, I know that this is bullshit where I am concerned, right now I’m at my sexual peak, so this means I want sex my way. Selfish, yes I know, but after getting too involved, sharing my heart way too easily, I feel that it is necessary to enter the Fuck N Go stage.

Yes I have been here before, have a good fuck, give my pussy what she wants, pause and think “That was good, what next?”. I’m missing out by putting all my eggs in one basket. It would take an extra special person for me to go down the relationship road again.

Can women have sex like men? I think they can, for me it was always a case of reading too much into a situation, but now I see it for what it is, sex, a stress reliever, something that will give me a few orgasms and put my sizeable arse to sleep.

So what now, do I look for a fuck buddy, hell no I tried that before and it never really works out for me, rarely do I meet people who are able to cope with my freaky side, except a few.

Truth be told while some love what I do, they like the fact that I write erotica, for many it is off putting, it is a sign that my legs are way too loose and my sexuailty bothers them. But do I give a fuck, no I don’t.

All I know is that I have at least 5 books to publish, all about black sexuality, I will go there, I will talk about fucking black men up the arse with a strap on, why because it is enjoyable!!

I’ll write about BBW’s, same sex relationships, kink and fetish.

Common perception is that I am getting hit up all the time with sex requests, sometimes I do…sometimes I don’t, am I asking for too much maybe, a little fun now and again, no strings (I have tried the strings, they just get in the way), basically playmates who have the ability to accept that I write, live, breathe, erotica…

I’m educating myself, reading, writing, going to every sex exhibition I can find, I have yet to attend a sex party, it is about time I think..

Sex is a learning experience, every time we share ourselves with another / others we are gaining something new.

Funny what a bit of liberation can do for a woman, for me I see this as a new sexual beginning, I can’t wait to see what happens next…

Give It 2 Me

2010 August 1
by pashun

Another sample from the book, a story “Give It 2 Me”…

She felt his thick cock at the back of her throat; his hands were wrapped in hair pulling her up and down, he was telling her to “Suck it”. She obliged, taking his entire length into her mouth, she paused briefly to lick his balls and he moaned “Fuck, yes”.

He needed her to swallow, he wanted her to swallow. He watched as her body convulsed, she was coming, he marvelled at the fact that she was able to come this way. She got off on sucking cock, her screams grew louder and she pulled him in deeper.

Thick sticky come coated her mouth and he watched her swallow it all.

She postioned herself so that he could fuck her from the back, whilst facing the mirror she loved it like that. She liked to see his massive cock going in and out of her pussy. He held onto her hips and she whispered “I want you to fuck me really hard, just give it to me”.

His cock filled her juicy cunt, she was in a trance like state as he fucked until she could not speak. She waited for him to pull out and then he did what he always did, he covered her in kisses, worked his way from her lips to her toes.

He knew that she would ask him tonight and yet again he was not sure, he could not give her what she wanted.

“You have to say something, we, I can’t see you anymore, until you say something”.

How could he say it, how could he tell his partner of 5 years that he was having an affair. How would he tell him that he was having an affair with a woman and not just any woman at that. Jason was sleeping with Lea, Lea who happened to be his partner’s wife…

Taste Me Tonight

2010 July 27
by pashun

Taste me tonight
I want to feel locks brushing against my skin
as your tongue buries itself within
me

I have oral treats on my platter

My screams so loud
I make the glass shatter
into pieces
See what our love
unleashes?

Kissing
caressing
touching
All night long
Removing my thong
To get closer to
a taste of honey

My legs spread wide
so you can get deeper
inside
these sugar coated walls
of ecstasy

Creating everlasting memories…

Copyright Pashun Nate

Ten Questions with Scottie Lowe

2010 July 19

I remember it well surfing the internet and coming across a website that blew my mind. The sensual words and images left an imprint, so influential was the content of Afroerotik that it inspired me to write erotica.

Believe me when I say I am truly humbled to present to you, the awesome, beautiful and creative lady who paved the way for many – Scottie Lowe.

1. Who is Scottie Lowe?

I appreciate this question because I need the opportunity every few years to re-evaluate who I am. First and foremost, I’m a writer. Writing is what I do to live, it is my voice, my expression, without writing, I’m not Scottie. I write erotica with a heavy emphasis on showing people of African descent in a positive, empowered, erotic light. All of my Black characters are emotionally mature, confident, socially conscious and politically aware sensual beings. It’s imperative for me to infuse my commentary on race and Black history into all my stories as well as show all people of every sexual orientation and gender in loving, autonomous erotic scenarios. I write about interracial sexuality quite often because I want to educate other races about what it means to be black and sexual beyond stereotypes. Additionally, I’m a caregiver, advocate, entrepreneur, academic, a sister with unparalleled integrity, a daughter of heroes, and a mother of a movement to educate and enlighten.

2. Why AfroerotiK?

I started AfroerotiK because I needed to show Black people that being sexual meant more than being “freaky” on Friday and Saturday and spending the rest of the week ashamed and in denial of our desires. AfroerotiK exists because I needed a way to integrate the unique history and culture of Black people into erotic material that arouses without being degrading, insulting, or offensive. It’s imperative that we embrace our relationships as holistic and loving and that means that we have to expand our sexual horizons and explore new and innovative ways to communicate our fantasies with our partners. AfroerotiK is stories, audios, and erotic images that are beautiful, sensual, erotic, daring, and controversial.

3. Is there a difference between porn and erotica, if so what are your views?

There is absolutely a difference between porn and erotica. Erotica is art or literature created to stimulate and arouse all the senses; it’s about love and passion, it’s about the beauty of our God-given right to experience pleasure and ecstasy in a way that isn’t shameful, degrading, or vulgar. Porn is intended to stimulate the organs below the waist without regard for our most erogenous organ, the brain. Porn is crass and superficial, erotica is emotive.

4. A hotel room with two strangers, is this lust, love, desire, or a combination of all three?

A hotel room with two strangers could be lust, just the physical expression of being horny and using the other person to achieve stimulation and orgasm, who the other person is is irrelevant to the experience. It could be desire, where two people meet, experience tremendous chemistry and connection, and are driven by an electric, all-consuming passion that drives them to devour each other sexually upon meeting. The one thing that two strangers in a hotel room can’t be is love. Love is something that grows, develops, and evolves as two people get to know one another. Strangers can experience an intense connection upon meeting but true love takes work, compromise, and evolution as two people learn each other.

5. You have some excellent photographs on your site. How do you select the models and the themes?

First of all, let me say thank you. I am proud of all the various aspects of AfroerotiK expression but the images are particularly close to my heart. I write the stories, I record the audios so I create the pieces in my imagination and make them manifest with my own hand. I have to depend on someone else to help me create AfroerotiK images. My photographer and I have a very symbiotic relationship; I come up with the concept, select the models, plan the poses, design the sets, and direct the models and he uses lighting and his amazing eye to create images that are beyond what I could ever imagine in my mind. AfroerotiK photography is about capturing that intimate moment, peeking into a bedroom and being a voyeur on the fervor and heat that is unique to people of color. It is important to me to show people of every sexual orientation, interracial pairings, and good, old-fashioned Black couples in images that celebrate love, respect, sensuality, and eroticism. I select models that are of every shade, shape, age, race, and orientation in order to expand our sensual horizons and depict the complexity of people that make up Diasporic community. In my photography, you will see nappy women, dark skinned women, larger ladies, interracial images that depict love and intimacy and not fetish and taboo, and same gender loving . . . all dripping with sensuality . . . all created with the hopes that anyone who views them can see the beauty in people who don’t conform to Eurocentric standards of beauty.

6. Have you considered making your current blog into a book?

You never get a second chance to make a first impression so my first book will be In Loving Color, a collection of 12 erotic stories that includes erotic photography illustrating each story. The first four stories champion pure, unadulterated Black love. They are stories about Black couples, loving, exploring and expressing their sensual selves inside of committed, healthy relationships. The second set of stories are all about representing the gay, lesbian, bisexual, and transgendered Black community to the fullest; showing intelligent, politically outspoken, sexy characters in situations where they aren’t ashamed or depicted as freakish but loving and autonomous. The beauty of these stories is that they highlight the similarities that people of African descent share, regardless of their sexual orientation. Four interracial stories round out the collection and each story addresses race and sexuality head on in a controversial, no holds barred manner. Because the concepts in In Loving Color are so outside of the norm for a typical book of Black erotica, because I’m dedicated to producing a body of work that has hard-hitting social commentary and opportunities for growth and erotic evolution, it’s imperative that I have the photography to accompany each story so that it entices people who would ordinarily shun and reject a book that has stories in it that include some of the topics that are highlighted within. So while there may be one or two stories in the book that don’t sit well with certain readers, the strong, sensual, incredibly hot images will propel people to explore it. And with any luck, those same people who would ordinarily feign indignation and disgust at my book will be lured to explore it because of the photography. I am confident that my strong writing and amazing images will be received well by the public. Once I’ve published In Loving Color, I will then publish the other books that I have either in document form on my computer or rattling around in my head.

7. The sexual fantasy genie appears, what do you ask for?

I wish I may, I wish I might, have the wish I wish tonight. I wish for my Divine right partner to come into my life, to love and adore me, to be open-minded and sensual, to understand the difference between seduction and romance, and to be comfortable exploring any and all fantasies we share that are safe, sane, and consensual.

8. Have you read erotica written by black writers from the UK? Yes, in fact, I have.

There’s a wonderful sista named Vastiana who owns a Black erotica publishing company called Brown Skin Books (www.brownskinbooks.co.uk) in the UK who was instrumental and unconditionally supportive as I started AfroerotiK. I was exposed to trans-Atlantic Black erotica through her and I have tried to allow that experience to influence my writing. I am profoundly connected to all people of African descent around the globe and I can only hope that my characters and storylines can be felt by African Americans as well as Afro-Europeans and other Africans around the globe.

9. Sexual freedom is . . . the ability to share your most intense, extreme fantasy with your lover(s) and know that you will not be shamed, ridiculed or rejected. If AfroerotiK can do one thing, it is my prayer that we as a people can come to expand our sexual repertoire to include those things that conservative, repressive society tells us are wrong and dirty with the understanding that anything that does not degrade or harm us, from which we derive pleasure, is okay, it’s really okay.

10. I have to ask, when is the AfroerotiK site returning?

My website, www.AfroerotiK.com, was hacked and destroyed by someone who took offense to the messages I was spreading. I considered that website my baby; it was a part of me. It took a long time for me to mourn its loss because it was not only about erotica; it was about history, culture, intense dialogue and growth. For those that never had the opportunity to visit it, www.AfroerotiK.com was about finding validation and arousal from a community of people who were committed to being proud of their heritage, fighting racist stereotypes of Black sexuality, and pure, unadulterated arousal. Having had sufficient time to reflect on what AfroerotiK was and what I want it to be, I’ve created a vision of the new version that will be bigger, better, and blacker than before. With luck, guidance, and money, AfroerotiK should be back sooner rather than later.

Thank you Scottie, for answering Ten Questions, I look forward to reading your books and the return of Afroerotik.

If you have not read Scottie’s erotica, check out her blog Afroerotik.

Run

2010 July 15
by pashun

I have not posted anything in almost a week!!! Wow, I’m slowly getting the book together, here is peek preview from a new story I am working on called “Run”…

He asked me if I was ready to run, I wanted to know what he meant, he wanted to know if I was ready to take off, leave everything behind and just be me for a bit. I answered that I wasn’t sure, how could I possibly just get up and go.

So he stood next to me while I tied the laces on my shoes, fixed my hair and waited for the cab. “Call me when you get there”, he said. I watched him fade away. “Where you going to?”, the driver asked, and I thought about it for a moment, I did not even know the answer.

I remembered the letter that he had given me before we parted, “Read it when you are in the cab”, something told me that is was good, he always knew what to say.

My love,

You have been wanting to do this, for as long as I remember, so please go.

Whatever it is you thought you had, whatever it is you thought you were is really insignificant, what matters now is what you decide to do.

Chasing dreams is good, but what are you doing to make them real?

Tell the driver to take you to Club Orange, everything that you need is there.

Remember, love you first.

Always

Starry Knight

xxx

I laughed and cried a bit, I met Starry in my crazy phase. I had just started working for myself and did not know shit about business. Then he turned up and became my mentor, my everything I guess.

I said that his eyes shone like stars, from then on he became Starry Knight. We get asked a lot of questions, “Come on now, you must have been tempted, when you are going to have sex?”.

You know, I never really saw Starry in that way, never, he is the most beautiful black man that I have ever known; I love him because he respects me, the list is endless. I wonder what this Club Orange place is all about.

I paid the driver, got out of the cab and looked at the entrance, two tall muscular men greeted with me smiles. I remembered to call Starry, “I’m here, erm Starry what kind of place is this?”. He laughed and said “You’ll find out soon enough”.

When my sexy greeters opened the gates, they let me into paradise. There were women wearing next to nothing, men kneeling between their legs, nipples were being teased, thighs caressed…

Two hours later, I was on a bed with a rather stiff fat dick wedged in my pussy. My phone went off it was Starry, “Happy?” he asked. “Very” I moaned…

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Turning the blog into the book is a gradual process, but believe me I am learning!! At some point I will get around to making the blog more like a magazine, when time permits.

Kinky Blessings

Pashun
xxx

I Feel You

2010 July 8
tags: Poetry
by pashun

I feel you at sunrise
stiffness pressing against
my back
Fingertips
caressing my nipples
Lips brushing my neck
I want you
in the worst way
Roll over you
say
I get on top
and ride
while you pump
from below
You know
how to make
me come
Breathe
you suggest
as my pussy
gets wet
my forehead
covered
with sweat
Was it only
last week
that we met?
Right now
I feel you
I feel like
I have known you
a lifetime
Am I in lust
with your dick
so nice and
thick
That’s it I moan
That’s it
fuck me
harder
faster
just

Fuck me

Like I said
before
I feel you…

Copyright Pashun Nate

Lips

2010 July 1
tags: Poetry
by pashun

From the moment I saw you
I wanted to trace the outline
of your lips
pull you closer
for a kiss
and just
breathe
stand still
for a bit
and remind myself
how beautiful
life can be

I suppose I had
to get to that
place where the
sweetness of reality
could finally touch
me
but
I cannot find the words
I want to speak
to coin a phrase
still waters run
deep

My nights are filled
with visions of you
and I cannot sleep

So I stay wide awake
I see your face
smiling at me

I just
want
to
kiss
your lips

Copyright Pashun Nate

What You Do 2 Me

2010 June 30
by pashun

At half past three
this morning my
mind was
racing
full of
anticipation
thinking about
what you
do 2 me

Hypnotic words
flow like an
erotic symphony

Your lyrical is
just too much
for me

My temperature
rising
as I focus on
the visual
imagery
dark chocolate
has become
my sexual fantasy

I yearn for your touch
and I want you physically

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